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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|09:45 am] |
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Hello everybody
This is Tommy checking in. I'm here to tell you that my act of suicide has failed. Yes. I've awoken in the hospital after overdosing on ambien and various other sleeping pills.
I've come to tell you all that I am homosexual. I am sorry Desirae, I do not love you. I love the cock. I am a pillow biter. I poke the brown eye. Yes that is me. I am gay. bitchass. |
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| im sorry |
[Oct. 8th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
i have no talent i have no smarts im just a drone in my family
i stoled your meds desi..im sorry
i swallowed all of your pills and the pills annie gave me and the pills i had
but the ambien..its cause i wanted to write this as my last words
your so pure.you ahaad something to do in lifee buut yoou fucking smoke too muchc ..feaaf fuucckj
its kickingig inmn..im sorry i hurt yoou so much i wwish i can fix the problems i haagve you
you are soo speacialc to meeee
everything we planned out..its not goning to haapenn cause of mee
you dont deeserve to die...i do.. i cant breatheee as easlsy..
ill let you see me daed firts befoer yoouu die
i took 5 ambbain poiol;;
BYEEEE |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|03:21 am] |
well i fucked up
sorry desi
i dont know what to say anymore
im just a nobody |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|07:11 am] |
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FUCK ITS ALL MY FAULT
IM THE WORST BOYFRIEND FRIEND PERSON THAT EVER FUCKING LIVED
I DONT EVEN DESERVE TO LIVE FOR WHAT IVE DONE
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
YOU NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
IM A FUCKING IDIOT
IM A FUCKING IDIOT
IM A FUCKING IDIOT
ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT
i hope you feel better =( |
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[Sep. 6th, 2006|12:19 am] |
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everything is pretty much breaking down
cause it was fault..everything was
but you are the only one who is making me hold on to myself
i will hold this promise forever until i die |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|03:26 pm] |
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i cant do anything right cause im just a nobody |
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| hm |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|07:20 am] |
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its pretty weird that im having that feeling
is it good?cause it doesnt feel like a bad feeling
today me and des are going to shop for felt yeah!
ima start making plushies,shirts,and other stuff i thought about
i quit dota
bitches...
i think school is going to be well this year
i hope this year kinda goes slow and fast at the same time
well actually i just want to remember the things i did
and enjoy high school while it lasts cause its my senoir year
man growing up is fast |
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[Aug. 29th, 2006|10:46 pm] |
first day of school was normal
just chilled in class
after school i went with des and anni to places and ate stuff and bought stuff
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[Aug. 26th, 2006|12:11 pm] |
is it happening again? or im just thinknig too much
fuck
thanks annie for the pictures<3 i love them |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|11:47 pm] |
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i went to lisas house today and when i got there SHE WASNT THERE GFUCK YOU
no biggie though xD so i just chilled with angel and her friend and watched signs OHOHhohHOOHh scary..
then lisa the whore came..then we watched mr and mrs smith hah! I LIKE THAT MOVIE!! first time watching it too..then helped out lisa moving her bed out to the front...then we sat and talked
then went to her freinds house cause she needed to get something from her and we talked about stuff..it was funny =)
then went back to lisas house and helped her organize her stuff..so i was seaching in this one box that im not soppuse to look threw ..i felt stupid>.< dammn you lisa
it was getting late so i walked home and thought about things
heres one thing and ill be honest about it
i was thinknig about the feeling i have when i always kick it with kenneth
i just get it only for him and no one else AND ITS NOT A HOMO FEELING YOU FAGS
it was great and now that he changed..its not there anymore =(
so i was getting closer to my house and i saw a car with its window open
i was looking at it like if i wanted to steal something from it and i wanted too
but i was like..eh fuck it..so i kept walking
and i was just thinking about me and lisa about the things we did together..
then i got this weird emotion im feeling right now cause its all mixed together
DANG
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[Aug. 19th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
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my luck is running out |
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| HI LISA |
[Aug. 11th, 2006|03:09 am] |
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went to raging waters with desi and albert....fun
then went to in n out and they are hiring people once again
this time its 9 25 an hour for the first 6 months
it makes me think...-.0
this cd is going to take a while to make -____-
peter was playing dota and he was a buzzed
it was funny cause he was this one rock guy who can toss people to other people and damage them
so he did his stun move and his toss move and tossed a creep over him and killed his enemy
he was laughing dumb drunk cause of that and it made it too funny
he is getting pretty good at dota also
-dota king |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:23 pm] |
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its the 9th and school starts on the 29th
gosh its a long way until that day starts
i am making cds once again
^_^ for the peeps
edit.
ima make this one mixed cd and its going to be the best mixed cd ever made..i wonder who ima give it too
man ive been thinking about the past alot
mostly about the fun times we had together
and the old things people used to make fun of one another
and how people used to judge on people
and how i used to judge on things like if they were shit
bah but i dont regret it
cause i meant it ^_^
but its just rude to say it out loud
HEhehehe nigga and heres one thing..i hate those mean niggers they are very disrespectful
most of them treat girls like shit but i dont blame the girls cause the girls are dumbasses themselfs if they still try to gain love with those fucking niggers
pussy this pussy nigger PURPLE NIGGA PUSSY
ill write more later i lost my mind just now |
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[Aug. 6th, 2006|10:40 am] |
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you are now 18 EWW
i can hella sue you now
happy bitchday
one day you will be called a mexican |
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| i want school to start now |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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| | gaeeeee | ] |
so i can get money and make myself some clothes
i need to sell my diablo 2/lod also
thanks to jordan because he is going to buy it ^_^
thats 20 bucks right there nigga
I OWN IN DOTA
this year will be soo fun i hope
cause this year no fags will get in my way |
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| mh |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|08:07 pm] |
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| | texas | ] |
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| | horses LOL! | ] |
maybe i should update |
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| i just got my way living everyday |
[Jun. 19th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
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chicken
the lovers
hella emo
just say it aint so!!
We love morons
we love ourselfs
we are better than you
well maybe not
maybe yes we are
oh stop it
the best friend i ever had
the worst friend i ever had
the best girlfriend i ever had
the worst girlfriend i ever had
its something people dont usually want
its something that cant be describe
its something that doesnt need to be explained
its something that cant be explained
maybe its just her
maybe its just me
maybe we shall wait
maybe we dont need to wait
there isnt enough words for it
there can be a little
i dont love you cause i love you
i love you for the things you done to me
the happy
the sad
the help
the hurt
the attempts
the hate
the love
the fun
the stupid
the memorys
and more to it
psh like it matters
hell,its better than anything else
"Was an honest man
Asked me for the phone
Tried to take control
Oh, I don't see it that way
I don't see it that way
Oh, we shared some ideas
All obsessed with fame
Says we're all the same
Oh, I don't see it that way
I don't see it that way
Raised in Carolina
"I'm not like that"
Trying to remind her
When we go back
I missed the last bus, I'll take the next train
I try but you see, it's hard to explain
I say the right things, but act the wrong way
I like it right here, but I cannot stay
I watch the TV; forget what I'm told
Well, I am too young, and they are too old
The joke is on you, this place is a zoo
"You're right it's true"
Says he can't decide
I shake my head to say
Everything's just great
Oh, I just can't remember
I just can't remember
Raised in Carolina, she says:
" I'm not like that"
Trying to remind her
When we go back
I say the right things but act the wrong way
I like it right here but I cannot stay
I watch the TV; forget what I'm told
Well, I am too young, and they are too old
Oh, man, can't you see I'm nervous, so please
Pretend to be nice, so I can be mean
I miss the last bus, we take the next train
I try but you see, it's hard to explain"
and for you shit talker prank caller losers you can just cry about it with your friends
good bye =)
"they dont love you like i love you" |
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| MAN |
[Jun. 11th, 2006|02:26 am] |
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what a wild ultra fucking night last night <3 |
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